I'm off to the support meeting in half hour and i'm feeling very very nervous. I shouldn't be but it seems that there are so many people going tonight that i've not met yet.
I've been having a reasonable day today. I have baked some mince pies and some cupcakes for the meeting tonight which has occupied most of my day.
Craig and I bought some raffle tickets at the meeting last month for a huge Hush Puppies Dog and we won it yesterday! All proceeds going to Sands so even better. I am looking forward to bringing it home this evening and when the time comes, I think it will look lovely in the Nursery.
I still can't work out why things have worked out this way for us. Lola and Lukas should have been born around 3 weeks ago now and we should be enjoying parent hood. It just seems so unfair that we've gone through all of this. I hate the fact that we are part of SANDS but now that we are, i'm so happy to have met so many amazing and inspiring people who understand our situation.
Off now......
This blog gives an insight into my life since December 2010 and the journey i've taken from then. It goes through my feeling of becoming pregnant, the loss of my beautiful twins, to living with an Ileostomy.
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